I screwed myself.
I screwed myself.
I screwed myself last time I said this, but I should be out of the hospital tomorrow. This has been a week and a half full of new experiences that I never want to repeat.
Nurse from hell omg nurse from hell. I haven’t been far from my bed since checkin and when my new nurse came on duty she told me to get up on my own, walk to the bathroom on my own, get back up and walk back to the bed. All on my own, not even anarm to steady myself on. She even made fun of me when I asked for help.
so apparently reabsorbing internal bleeding is one of the most painful things you can experience. I’m back in bed and I’m sobbing. I tell the nurse I need morphine because now I’m in more pain than when I first came in. She says morphine isn’t on my chart but she can call the doctor. 30min later, no doctor. I page her again and she said the doctor decided against it. My dad is with me and he goes full lawyer. He wants to talk to the administration and my doctor. When they get here, the nurse won’t leave. She keeps insisting that we’re lying. And the doctor is pissed and the administration is confused. 30min later I got my morphine and a new nurse, but Jesus christ i got teased like I was on a playground, left in pain for 3 unnecessary hours and called a liar multiple times. I just.
I totally thought ‘if this asshole keeps in pain any longer I’m gonna shit the bed.’ that was my only option. Spite-shit that bed.
Thanks for the support everyone. I’m pretty sure I’ll be ok, it’ll just be a long recovery. I went in thinking my gallbladder was acting up, but it turns out I was bleeding severely internally. Three procedures and 11 transfusions later, I’m just on blood clot watch and pain management. Still sucks, but way less scary than some stuff that was suggested. With luck I’ll be out by Monday.
Just wanted to check in. I’m in the hospital. Been there since Monday but I’m out of ICU finally. I’ll make a real post when I’m released.
Hello is this the police? Someone made up a post on tumblr for notes. Yeah, it didn’t even happen, they just did it for notes
'then write one' is such a fucking shitty response to the desire for more representation in media
guess what? i write shit that i want to see in media all of the goddamn time
and eight thousand fucking notes on my post is proof i am not alone in this desire
people create these things all of the time
but they are kept quiet, their voices are taken and modified for the status quo
don’t ask us ‘to write one’
ask about what happened after we did and why you’ve never heard of it